The Minority Resort - Science Fiction
by: K. Dick Gibson
(c) Dick Gibson
Deckard wanted to dream of sheep, but the electric shocks had turned him
to an android. He obyed commands, the commands of the Eye in the SKy.
They commanded him daily to run through the maze. He sensed, despite the
fuzzy feelings, that if he ever solved the maze, it would be death.
Which is why he wanted to get to the Resort. He had to get to the
Resort, so he could relax, so he could get some sleep, and dream of those
sheep.
The eye in the sky followed him wherever he went.
'Deckard Palmer, ' it would say, "isn't about time you went to bed?'
Of course, Deckard Palmer couldn't sleep, because of the Eye in the Sky.
Deckard Palmer secretly wished he could destroy the Eye with his zap gun,
the small device he kept secreted in the one place the Eye couldn't get.
Deckard's secret place. When he came to use his zap gun, he knew he would
smash the Eye, as if he were a god wielding Vulcan's Hammer, striking
with the force of a volcano. He'd smash the Eye so hard there would be
no presererving the machine. Not even the Golden Man, the one in white
with the steel rimmed eyes who watched Deckard's progress through the maze, not even he with his british dicks
would be able to fix the Eye. And it would be O.K.
'Deckard' his pal Steven Cruise would say after Deckard had been run through
the maze, ' You need a break, why not the Resort? Its a great place for
people like us, the minorities.."
" I'd like to get there, ' Deckard would reply shyly, awed by the
knowledge of Cruise who had been there, " I'd like to get there, to the' and
here Deckard would slowly say the phrase he had come to love, to dream
about, hope against hope for such that when he spoke it, the name eased out
in a quite breath.
"The Minority Resort..."
"I hope you do. It can be a bit tricking. You got to know the right
people, the ones with the keys. But once youre there, its the gravy train,
kid, the gravy train."
The words of Cruise filled Deckard's head with a divine invasion of
heavenly images. A place where there was color, where plates and utensils
were made of wood, where windows could be opened and closed. Where
everyday Deckard could drink coffee. Where there would be no Eye, no maze of
death to run.
After a run in the maze, Deckard would sit in his room. Despite the terror
the Golden Man would put him through with the head gear, the shocks,
the finger numbing tasks and the syringes with the fluids, the post maze
rush left Deckard feeling flushed. At these moments, lying on his bed
looking up at his ceiling he'd decorated with photographs torn from the
photomagazine he received every two-weeks, Deckard felt pride. Deckard felt as
if he'd just played a game, and that he'd played hard. Lurking in a
corner of his mind not scarred by the altering fluids the Golden Man fed
him through an intravenous attachement, was a sense of old berkely scanner pride. He was a
game player, and a good one. In fact, welling up at odd moments, without the darkley misting shadows from the high castle of the reportage, moments such as
lunchtime in the cafeteria, or during the groupings when all his
friends and aquaintences gathered to talk about themselves and their feelings,
would come a secret feeling of accomplishment. Deckard never spoke of this
out loud, even though he was encouraged to discuss his feelings. Instead, he kept it close. This feeling of being a good game player, of
a titan game player , gave him pleasure. And with this pleasure, came
strength. this strength kept him on his feet until it was time again.
Mid-week was usually Deckard's time for the maze, though lately, after a
series of repeated back-to back sessions, time seemed out of joint. Deckard
no longer knew the day or time. His watch given him a long time ago by
his mother seemed to nowdays run backwards. His daily visits with his
friend Cruise occured at odd hours, with no rhyme or reason, as they had
before. It was as if he was living in a counter clock world, or in a
type of time slip. There was a fuzzy feeling in his head that refused to
leave. All his food tasted like crackers. Only the color of his room
and the walls was constant.
"Perfectly normal, as far as we can tell, " the Golden Man assured him
as he attached Deckard to the various diodes and nodes necessary for
running the maze. " Your responses are in accordance with research at the
other centers. But you, Deckard are ahead of the pack! COngratulations!"
Deckard hoped his performance would be up today, if there was such a thing, him just sitting there blank
in the room with the machines and drugs. He had no recollections of what
occurred during his runs, he just hoped they would one day stop. Mainly
because of the ant, the electric ant that kept appearing to him as he
sat there in the chair and reacted to the Golden Man's manipulations.
"Deckard, " the electric ant would say to him, " what are you doing with
your life?"
'I don't know, " Deckard would mumble sadly, as he truly was at a loss as
to what to do with himself.
"You don't have to take this, you know. Look at your pal Cruise, he gets
to go to the Resort.'
"I'll get there someday, " Deckard would reply, convincing himself, 'I'll
get there someday."
" I hope you take me with you, " the elcetric ant would say sadly
before wandering away under a heavy bank of computers.
Through all these exchanges, the Golden Man was especiially observant,
peering under Deckard's eyelids and taking his pulse. Deckard often tried to
tell the Golden Man about the electric ant, but only drool emerged from
his mouth. Later, after recovering, Deckard would tell Cruise about the
ant as they shared a lunch in the cafeteria.
'That ant sounds ok. " Cruise said. "If you do get to the Resort you
should take him. He sounds like a friendly type. You know, I used to have
a pet cockroach. I think its a father thing. My father hated
cockroaches. Used to say I was one. How could I be one if I was his son? I'm glad
he's not here."
'The cockroach?" asked Deckard confused and wondering if he could get
seconds on the tater-tots.
" Naw, my father. Listen Deckard, why do you let the Golden Man put you
in the maze?"
Deckard couldn't answer Cruise clearly. The Golden Man was golden, that
was why Deckard continued with the maze....
To Be Continued!...
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